2.19.2017

Where to buy leggings now that American Apparel is sunk

I know American Apparel had a lot of issues but I did still use them for some basics (explained here back in 2011).  It took them 6 years to officially sink. And now I find myself down to just one option for leggings (and bike shorts, to wear to my acupuncture and chiro appointments) so I'm sharing it with you guys since a lot of us are probably in the same boat, though you guys probably wear bike shorts for less geriatric reasons. 

I don't need to replace bike shorts or leggings that often, but when I do, I use Maggie's Organics. I find most of their apparel not something I'd wear. Too many ruched things and skirted leggings for me. But! Their basic ankle-length leggings and bike shorts are good. (You guys are on your own with the printed leggings and calf-length leggings, though.) Also their cotton socks are great. 



I have all the reasons I'm happy to shop at Maggie's Organics on my "Where I Buy" page here.

If you shopped at American Apparel for your basics (or non-basics), what did you guys buy there and where are you planning on getting those things instead?

2.12.2017

Nowadays: Matt & Nat, Petit Vour lipstick samples, '90s music

For some reason (definitely wanting to crawl back in time), I've been into listening to a lot of 1991-1997 music. The same music I listened to between the very first Lollapalooza and 5 years after that. Recently I've had Longtime by EMF stuck in my head. It starts with a sample of a guy talking who says, "This is the way the world ends. This is the way the world ends. Not with a band." Apropos. Now, excuse me while I regress a few decades. 

It's still winter here (obviously) and I'm trying to make sure I wear some of the stuff I normally pass over in my closet. This past week it was these Matt & Nat shoes that slip off my heel and make me feel like I'm wearing slides. They're real shoes - they just don't fit like real shoes so I had to put those little heel bumpers in. It's fine but I get a little dramatic about having to purchase shoe aides from the drugstore. There's something really...human about it? 

Last week I was back to wearing my Vaute Couture Emily coat and my daily Matt & Nat cross-body bag. Adding the Matt & Nat shoes in made it a little matchy-matchy, brand-wise. And thankfully my shoulder is still messed up so I could selfie in my chiropractor's full length bathroom mirror. *insert praying hands emoji* also #oldpeople.

The bag is my go-to and I use it daily but it is PVC (albeit with a recycled plastic bottle liner). M&N's site says they use both PVC and PU but that PU is "definitely preferred" but then they don't label which bags are PVC. They only seems to label the bags that are PU. (Or they don't label either at all. I can't tell.) As you might imagine this grinds my gears and led to a purchase I probably would have skipped. But I bought it, it's here and I'll use it. 





I'll try to wear these suckers more often and if I can't, it probably means they don't belong with me. Unfortunately Oona got her claws on them, literally so I'm sure anyone else who might want them would consider this a significant deterrent if I need to rehome them. 


I mean, this is how much she loves shoes so I can't be all angry at her:



In other news, did you guys know you can order lipstick samples from Petit Vour? It's a little extra plastic but I find it helpful in knowing what colors I might actually use. And less packaging than if I'd purchased a whole tube I won't use. I struck out on both the reds here, but I don't mind the purple layered over a base pink. (I tend to layer Lush's Santa Baby under everything because it's got sick staying power, though it's too bright and pink for me on it's own. You're welcome for knowing that level of detail about my lipstick regimen.) Yeah, I know I swore off buying new lip stuff until I used what I had but...there we are.





2.01.2017

Mostly Trash.

Okay, as a distraction for the frightening consolidation of power happening in American politics, as well as the shock-and-awe strategy that #45 has barfed out the first few weeks in office, I'm going to start blogging about what I used to blog about. Clothes - which now seem to be incredibly surface and unimportant though, ironically, there is so much lip service in #45's administration to bringing manufacturing jobs back to the US. It feels weird to me, as someone who has tried support USA-made stuff for years now, knowing that #45's businesses outsourced their own stuff with no mention of labor standards and yet this was a successful campaign platform. Sadly, US manufacturing is the least of our worries at this point, though, now that basic civil liberties are on the line again along with undermining honest media.

Facebook recently gave me a "friend anniversary" reminder for someone I've known longer than I've been on Facebook and when I did the math I realized that I've been friends with him for over 20 years. Where did we meet?  A pro-choice protest in DC where Fugazi and Bikini Kill were playing. I've literally been showing up for demonstrations for women's right to choose for over two decades. Looking forward to the next two decades of fighting back, I guess. Hope to see you out there. (Speaking of -- thanks other countries! I think this is the first time a president of ours has literally been protested publicly by multiple other countries!)

Anyway -- clothes, makeup, cats.

For a while now, I had soured on scouring thrift stores for stuff. I think everyone's noticed that most of what can be found is fast fashion with a bad fit, made of bad fabric or is just poorly constructed. Longevity of a q-tip, but still $15. (I know it retailed for the same price, thrift store!) But I do still believe that reusing what's here is best ethically (though I limit my finds to vegan ones) and I finally jumped back in at a local Goodwill.

I found 3 tops -- one of which didn't work out and is getting donated, this cotton Madewell sweater and another black/gray geometric (and synthetic) sweater. And a small yellow Pyrex dish for $.99!


So I guess not every single thing is literally trash these days. Just most of it.

1.12.2017

Keeping Warm - Vegan Winter Wear

I'm back. Yes, the world of American political governance is a nightmare and I think I've called my House representatives more times recently than I had collectively in my whole life prior to this election year, yet, here we still are. For now, anyway. The pit of fire in my stomach that was stoked by what felt like my family's betrayal in the form of their presidential vote has calmed some -- but it's still rough. I didn't flounce (mostly I didn't) but I didn't spend time with overtly That Guy-supporting family members either. I also still believe that people are good for the most part. When I try not to think about it too much. ANYWAY, IT SNOWED.

I recently impulse-purchased a $400+ Hemp Hoodlamb coat because, you know. Why not? Historically, the more pissed off and resentful I am, the bigger the impulse purchase. (Self-punitive control issues, I guess.) I'd had a Hemp Hoodlamb years ago that eventually wore out and I remembered it being super warm. Did I need a new coat? Yes and no. I wear my Vaute Couture Emily coat all the time but it's cinched at the waist so I can't layer giant sweaters under it as much as I wish I could -- and I happened to be in Mooshoes NYC one cold and under-dressed day and saw the Hemp Hoodlamb Nordic Parka and wore it out of the store. (That's the very best spiteful way to impulse shop because then you know you're really really committing to the purchase because you can't return it! See also: ripping off all the tags as soon as you get your bags home.) [Hemp Hoodlamb's labor standard information is here.] It all worked out though. I'm happy to have a super heavy coat to put in rotation alongside my Vaute Couture Emily coat. [Vaute Couture's labor standard info is here.]

Here I am during our first major snow! We went to the greenmarket that day to drop off my textile recycling and our compost and to buy some bread and vegetables. (Yes GrowNYC is that hardcore.) Unfortunately due to getting an urgent call mid-shopping, I accidentally walked away with a bunch of collards I didn't pay for. Yes, I stole from the farmers who came out in the goddamn snow to sell their hard-won produce. (I will be paying them back this Saturday.)


this hood has a removable faux fur trim
I removed it because I think it's grosssssssss-looking

Last year I realized my rubber ankle boots weren't going to cut it for cold winter wear, no matter how many pairs of animal-free REI socks I put on so this year I got some Sorels. [Sorel's labor standards are here. Many of their options are not vegan, but these dudes are.] They are lightweight and comfortable, a combination of a boot and sneaker sole and footbed (I'm old!) and while they're not super high, they're high enough to deal with a good whallop of snow. 



A peek at what the greenmarket looked like. 
If you're my IG pal, you probably saw this already. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯




11.15.2016

One slice of the Feelings Wheel

I think many of us have had a really hard week. I am having a hard time showing up for life lately. Maybe it's the online conversations with people in my social sphere being overtly racist or trying to navigate how family voting practices run contrary to equal civil rights for me and others -- or maybe it's SAD. Just kidding! It's totally the racists and lack of regard for equal civil rights or safety. 

A few situations have brought the violence too close to home. We're NYC. Violence against folks that are being "othered" has always happened here, just less so than other places. Like most others areas we're seeing a spike post-election. But I am most afraid for "othered" people in less liberal areas.  Queer friends who the day before election had their car trashed with candidate signs and garbage to send a message (swing state!). And much worse. (You have the internet for that.) Then, there are the cabinet appointments. A collective track record of xenophobia, pro-life, anti-queer stuff. The term of W seems downright quaint these days. 

One day in, I protest rallied for visibility. Four days in, I dropped the online conversations about racism, xenophobia, fear and common ground that were going nowhere despite my best efforts using all the regular old tools of mediation and mirroring and trying to find commonality. I think both sides of the conversation felt like we were trying but to no avail. I gave up on some social media platforms. I watched a family member on the "other side" do the same because of the level of vitriol on both sides. And checked out. Meaning, still present and watching out for others when I'm out (and having semi-awkward conversations with my chiropractor about the purpose of protests) but really retreating inward as much as possible. Many episodes of Call the Midwife were watched. And regularly scheduled stuff still happened. A second sewing lesson was had. Cats went to the vet. I finally subscribed to the NYTimes (okay, that one is election-related).

It's been a challenge to identify feelings other than anger, sadness, despondency, depression, anxiety, etc but eventually things like gratitude (NYC, Brooklyn, friends, fighters, my health) and determination seeped back in. Slowly. 


{feelings wheel by Dr. Gloria Wilcox}

This week I'm just staying on top of self-care and high level news developments. And thinking about how I can and will use my energy moving forward. And doing my best to keep my side of the street clean. No matter how bitter I get. 

I am sure I'll be around in a bit. But for now.

Peace out, dudes. Please take care of yourself...and anyone else if you have the means.

10.27.2016

Well, I tried and I'll keep trying: a packaging waste story.

After my last post, on trying to be more mindful about packaging waste, I made a few changes. As so many people who actually put the work into the Zero Waste challenge realized, it's very very hard to make no mistakes and as Elizabeth mentioned over at The Note Passer, it's not entirely productive to put the responsibility on just the consumers. (Her post is a good read so please go read the whole thing!) Overall shifts need to be made in how companies are allowed to package things and how we consume things. But I do think that we can make small changes as consumers -- and I think if you're being mindful about those changes, you're also more willing to look for and get behind systemic changes. 


These are the small changes I made as I started trying to keep packaging waste on the mind.


1. unpackaged soap by Sappo Hill


This is one of the no or very minimally-packaged soaps at my regular grocery jam. Honestly I used to use this soap all the time but got a little bored with it and started picking different brands that had various smells. Smells aren't more important than the earth to me - and frankly Sappo Hill soap is pretty good anyway - so I went back to it. Also, I always read it as Sappho Hill soap and my internal dialogue is always, "Who wouldn't want to buy soap named after a lesbian? Well done." While that's not the case, it seems to be a good company nonetheless.

I haven't figured out shampoo, conditioner and Manic Panic yet. Shampoo bars have historically not worked well for me so...we'll work that one out in the future.


2. Meal Planning, Lunch-Packing


I've been a little more diligent about packing my lunches daily, and making bulk foods that don't require packaging. Each week I usually make a batch of brown rice and a batch of bulk beans ever since I got an Instant Pot. The Instant Pot has literally changed how I eat. I like to bring "modular" lunch bowls: a grain, a protein and a vegetable.  Making rice and beans weekly takes care of 2 of those categories. It also allows me to buy rice and beans in bulk (both eco and cheap) -- and it is so easy to make decent rice and bulk dry beans in an Instant Pot! (If I had to be a cheerleader for something, first it would be cats. Then it would be veganism. Then it would be the Instant Pot.) Anyway, the vegetables here also came with no packaging at the point of our purchase (winter squash, romansco cauliflower). The lunch bowl is leak-proof and I love it because it's stainless steel and doesn't retain smells and is easy to clean (oils, sauces, etc.). It will last forever and I've already had it a few years. (In typical Jesse-style, I have 2 sizes.)

I did forget my lunch one day in the past two weeks and ended up ordering takeout from Fresh & Co because I really wanted to try their new vegan tomato poke in a salad. I ended up with plastic to downcycle that day. I love that Fresh & Co tries to push the envelope with their vegan options and I do want to support that with my dollas. So, a packaging loss but a mainstream vegan win.


3. full head of lettuce



I am weirdly picky about my lettuce. We used to get the bulk mixed greens but I noticed some of the more delicate lettuces got soft and slimy way quicker...and I like crisp lettuces that are easy to rinse and uh, look through. (Our food co-op once had a frog found - alive! - in our bulk greens. Thankfully it was rescued but I had nightmares thinking about it in our salad spinner and the poor thing ending up in a bite of salad -- please kill me if this ever happens to me.) Anyway, I like to be able to rinse and examine each leaf of lettuce like a maniac so I prefer romaine or butterhead lettuces so I can confirm that there are no baby frogs or other species alive babes in my salad. The bagged hearts of romaine are my preference but I decided that I could be an adult who picks through and rinses her own head of lettuce so I can avoid the bag. So now we get a head of romaine. 

Our carrots and cukes are overwhelmingly purchased as bulk from the produce aisle and I get two canned toppings for salads (hearts of palm, water packed artichokes - both by Native Forest) so those cans are recyclable. We did have some flavored tofu (protein!) in this salad, which came in plastic, which is not recyclable. Basically all our tofu comes in non-recyclable plastic so I am unsure how to get around that. 


4. on-the-go drinks


Usually when I'm out and I have forgotten my trusty mason jar or Klean Kanteen (or there is no obvious free source of water but there are stores), I will buy a drink. I usually begrudgingly buy a bottle of water when I'm stuck. But this time I thought, "I should get a can. Aluminium is more easily recycled." And thus, I tried my very first La Croix (it was fine). I will look for canned seltzers in the future. 


5. homemade soy yogurt



In a move I can't really justify as eco-friendly, I purchased a second Instant Pot. I didn't realize that only some versions of the Instant Pot had a yogurt button and the one I grabbed on sale on Amazon first did not have such a button. I figured I'd use two Instant Pots simultaneously enough times to warrant two, and made the purchase. The huge bonus is that now we can make our own soy yogurt -- before we used to purchase individual yogurts in small plastic pots or one large plastic tub. Now we purchase 1 tetrapack soymilk, 1 cardboard-boxed and plastic-bottled acidophilus and some cashews (hopefully via bulk in the future) and we make our own yogurt. (And those probiotics last a while.) I'm kind of into it. It's one of those things that always sounded really hard but is actually pretty easy. I'm hoping homemade bread will be the same situation. 



6. on-the-go lunch


Last night I forgot to pack my lunch, although I did jar up some homemade soy yogurt and grabbed a banana for my breakfast. I was near a grocery this morning on my way to work and figured I'd just buy lunch there instead of ordering takeout again ($$$, and also more packaging). I figured I could reduce packaging if I bought my lunch at a grocery store since I'd have more knowledge of how stuff is packaged in advance of purchasing it, unlike takeout -- and I was right. I ended up with a can of Amy's lentil soup (can! recyclable!) and an everything bagel (which required a sheet of waxed paper for me to procure the bagel from the bulk bin in a sanitary and socially-accepted manner). That is what a banana looks like after I shove it in my tote bag, and we take our trip on the subway to my office. 

Thankfully I had my coffee in my mason jar with trusty Cuppow lid so I was covered there. 


There were plenty of mistakes along the way, too! The very sleepy morning I was at the vet with one of my cats (whose name I couldn't remember as I was checking in...for a good 10 seconds) caused me to buy an iced coffee (plastic cup and straw!) when I was waiting for her services to be finished and her to be released to me. I thought about the straw but didn't see a way around navigating the vet office, Uber and carrying her carrier without a straw so I gave in. 

But also plenty of the good stuff stayed. We still compost. We recycle what we can. We use food scraps for soup stock. We buy a lot of bulk. I have a wonderful array of reusable products for coffee, tea, eating, etc. 

But I think overall, I did shift some habits and that's what I was looking for -- progress, not absolute perfection. 

10.11.2016

The Zero Waste Challenge (that I'm not actually doing)

I applaud the bloggers over at the Ethical Writers Coalition for taking on the Zero Waste Challenge and diligently tracking and writing about their experiences. I've tried to do plastic-free challenges and waste challenges before and boy howdy, are they eye-opening! You go about your everyday life and realize that 90% of everything you touch produces waste and you feel like you're doing everything wrong. The idea of "zero waste" seems like a Herculean - nay, 1,000% impossible - effort. No? Just me?

While I said nope to the open invitation that the coalition had extended for everyone to participate in the Zero Waste Challenge, I thought it would be a good opportunity to just be mindful about waste again. I logged the waste associated with my actions or purchases for a few days (quickly becoming head-spinningly frustrated, as expected) and just tried to be mindful for a few more. 

clockwise from top left:
- my post-it note notes from each day (themselves, recyclable)
- homemade soy yogurt smoothie (semi-minimal waste for a homemade food)
- hand wipe from Ethiopian restaurant brunch, unexpected
- veggie scraps soup stock, used and then composted

Here is where I need some work in the effort to go "zero waste":

  • Packaged food. I still buy a lot of stuff in packages, even though I also buy a lot in bulk and use bulk bags at the food co-op. Stuff like salad greens, soy milk, pasta, mock meat, frozen veggies, coconut and other oils, lip balm, herb tea pellets, chocolate bars.
  • Convenience food. Vending machine at work. Forgetting to ask for no straws as a restaurant. Not realizing I'm getting a handwipe and then using it. Buying an iced coffee or iced tea out when I don't have my travel mason jar with me. Also, ordering food for delivery at home (or work, if I forgot to bring lunch). Look, I don't have ESP to tell me when I'll get junk in a restaurant but I can at least try to reduce the takeout and anticipate that I'll be getting a straw if I order something iced. 
  • Too much. I don't buy only what I need and I make a lot of impulse purchases, which I justify as "ethical" if they are vegan and cruelty-free, often not thinking of the cradle-to-grave concept, especially with packaging and actual ingredients/components and manufacturing waste. I don't care how much "ethical" stuff I buy - it's very possible to buy wastefully even if that's all you're buying. 

Here is where I'm already doing well - a lot of try/fail and sometimes I still forget:
  • Non-packaged foods. I try to get a lot of fruits and vegetables in my diet so stuff like bananas, apples, cooking greens, squashes, cauliflower, broccoli, (most) tomatoes, etc are all not packaged.
  • Bulk bags for bulk foods. While I sometimes forget and use a plastic bag for them, I try to buy bulk at our food co-op for stuff like brown rice, dry beans, loose fruit and veggies and we re-use the same coffee bags for our Ethiopian Equal Exchange bulk coffee beans. 
  • Composting. We aren't in the area of NYC where we have public composting bins yet but we do save our compost and bring it to a drop-off location. We save anything that might get fruit flies (basically, fruit) in a bag in the freezer and everything else in an old bucket near our kitchen window to avoid fruit flies. Our coffee grounds and non-usable food scraps go in there. We've started saving the some of the "usable" veggie scraps in our freezer for soup stock (and once used, that stuff goes into the compost pile as well). If I bring something for lunch that can be composted (banana peel, apple core), I'll shove it in my lunch container or the mason jar I used for coffee that morning and bring it home to compost it. 
  • Travel dishes and flatware for everyday life. I have a 16oz and 20oz mason jar I use with my Cuppow lid for water and coffee. I also have an REI insulated stainless steel mug I use for both. I have a stainless steel silicone-ring sealing lunch bowl in small and large. I have metal flatware and bowls at my desk at work. I have a titanium Snow Peak spork (2 supposedly) that I try to bring when I'm traveling or think I might need it. And I have a plastic water cup with straw at my desk at work in addition to a glass water glass. I have metal straws at home. I use the travel cups, water glass and lunch bowls almost every weekday. The rest is hit or miss in terms of how prepared I am for my daily activities. 

It's hard to think about every single day and feel like a real victor. There are weeks where I don't have it together enough to make coffee and prep lunches and I get takeout coffee and lunches (and sometimes dinners) all week, where I am basically surfing a pile of trash right into turtles' faces and birds' bellies and it feels like crap and I don't like to think about it much. But I try to make myself right the ship and try, try, try again. 

I think the easiest way for me to improve towards zero waste overall is to pick one or two things I can change as habit and work on those. While I don't always stick to them forever, once they're a habit I've had, I can easily return to them. For instance, I am used to bringing my own coffee in a travel vessel and bringing my own lunch in a metal container. I am used to buying beans and rice in bulk in canvas bags. I'm used to re-using the same bag for coffee beans. All of those things are easy to hop back into now, if I am straying. I'm reminding myself again that bringing coffee and bringing my lunch daily saves a lot of container waste. 

What's next? 

  • I will work on my Straw Problem. (I have metal straws at home but don't carry them around so I just need to anticipate and refuse straws when I'm out.) 

  • I will see what else I can buy in bulk. Our food co-op has bulk pasta and I never buy it. I will check out the bulk aisle again and see what I can purchase from those bins that I'm buying packaged anyway. Same thing with the produce - I buy packaged romaine hearts for salad greens but maybe I can go back to the mixed greens I like less, but that come in bulk. 

Anyway, thanks to the bloggers over at the Ethical Writers Coalition - who I think still have another week to go! I was glad to get the kick in the pants to think about this more critically again, and at a time when I can hear others' experiences as they really throw themselves into the challenge. I'm looking forward to reading their experiences and seeing what changes they've thought to make in their routines!